Forget

   One of the hardest to do in life is to forget.
   If it isn't the worst parts of your days, than it is the best memories that haunt you.
   You will want to remember those beautiful moments forever, but the more you recall them the more you wish them away.
   They only remind you of better days.
   The times you were happy.
   Realize that these moments are never coming back.
   You cannot bottle the adoring smiles or light touches on your skin.
   Those seconds, minutes, hours, days are the reason you will go insane
   The thought of someone else having those moments will break your heart into so many peices that they will fall through the cracks in the floorboards.
   People are not born heartless.
   It is the moments that forever haunt them that remove their hearts.
   Life breaks people.
   People break people.

I am not as strong as I pretend to be.
Broken barely describes my state.
I am not sure how much more of life I can take.




I think I am going to go to sleep...again.

*Mae-Alice*